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My name is Rumina!

I am the author of this blog. Expressing myself through journaling and writing poetry has been one of the most rewarding aspects of my life.

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When the Imām (ʿaj) reappears I hope he will look at me and call me by my name

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Hajj 2016

Muzdalifa & Onwards – Mon. 12th Sept, 2016

We didn’t know where we were walking to….just that we were walking in the general direction of Mina. We had to be in Muzdalifa for a short time and also collect our pebbles, and whilst some of us (including myself) were feeling anxious at the change of plans, our leaders were quite calm, which meant things were okay.

Mustafa mama was leading the group of ladies towards Mina. A few minutes away from the gated area of Muzdalifa, we were told to stop on the side and begin to pick our pebbles. We were on a sidewalk of the main highway and at first I thought there was no way we would all find enough pebbles each in such a small place! However, all of us managed to fill our bags with 70 pebbles each, and some of us even had the Niyabat to collect pebbles for others who could not be there themselves. I remember thinking at that time, that the sheer amount of pebbles just on the sidewalk was quite a miracle in itself!

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Arafat – The Climax of Hajj – Sun. 11th Sept, 2016

This whole journey was hard to comprehend. I just couldn’t bring myself to believe I was actually on the Plains of Arafat.

After an hour and a half early this morning, we arrived in Arafat at 3:00 am. We would be here for less than 24 hours. I didn’t know how I felt at that point. Coming from a life that was so fast paced and constantly ‘on the go’, I wondered what I would do on the plains for the few hours I was here. But at the same time, the status of this land and of this day was so great, that I didn’t know if I would be able to do enough in the short time we had. Our group leaders had reminded us time and again that the 9th of Dhul Hijjah, the Day of Arafah, was the climax of this entire journey. In ahadith it is narrated that a person does not leave the Plains of Arafah except that they are completely cleansed of sin. This was the start of a new beginning…

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The Day Before Arafat – Sat. 10th Sept, 2016

Arafat has subconsciously been on my mind since I woke up this morning around 2:15am. Today we would prepare and depart for the Plains of Arafat.

This morning’s experience at the Haram was unique and one that I will cherish always. We performed a Mustahab Tawaf and had some time before Fajr prayers. I was adamant in having the opportunity to touch Hajr-e-Aswad, the black stone.

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Day 6 in Makkah – Fri. 9th Sept, 2016

Waking up at 2:00am was working out really well. I guess because we wanted to maximize our time in the Haram and perform Mustahab Tawaf, we both motivated each other even though we were getting only a few hours of sleep each night.

I met Asif in the lobby and we made our way to the Haram. Today, the crowd at the Haram was significantly less and performing Tawaf was much easier. We decided that because we would have quite a bit of time before Fajr prayers, we would sit on the Mountain of Safa and recite Surah al-Baqarah as it was highly recommended.

We stayed near the Mountain to pray Fajr, as the Haram was filling up quite quickly and we weren’t sure if we would make it up to the rooftop. Some days the security guards would switch off the escalators going up, or switch them so that they would go down instead, and other days, entrances that were previously open would be barricaded. I didn’t quite understand what they were doing and why each day was different, but I’m sure they had an overview of the crowds and the flow, so they knew what they were doing. However, we never knew where and when we could get stuck!

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Local Ziyarat in Makkah – Thurs. 8th Sept, 2016

Today was going to be quite an interesting day. The group had arranged for local walking Ziyarat in Makkah and Hujjaj had been given an option to either go yesterday or today. We chose to go today. I felt like we had been in Makkah forever and it was like a very homely feeling. I had totally forgotten about life otherwise!

Asif and I decided not to go too early to the Haram as we wanted to pace our journey and not overtire ourselves. The heat was going to be intense later in the day, and as we were going to be walking quite a bit, we wanted to be prepared. We went to the Haram at 3am this morning, giving ourselves enough time before Fajr to engage in doing whatever Ibadat we wanted to do personally. It was such a wonderful feeling to just sit and recite Qur’an, and even rest a little under the shade of His Holy House. There were others who had pillows and were quite comfortable in deep sleep, but I meant more along the lines of closing my eyes and reflecting on where I was, physically, and spiritually.

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Day 4 in Makkah – Wed. 7th Sept, 2016

Alhamdulillah we were blessed today with another opportunity to perform a Mustahab Tawaf. Today we gifted this Tawaf to the Imam of our time, his 4 key representatives, and the Maraja’e today and over time.

We left the hotel at 2:00am and managed to finish the Tawaf and the Salat of Tawaf within 40 minutes. There wasn’t much crowd and Makkah still seemed relatively empty. With so much time to spare, we sat with the Holy Ka’ba in plain sight and recited Du’a-e-Jawshan Kabeer. It was so peaceful, and nobody asked us to move as there was still quite a bit of time until Salah. As people were less, we had a clear view of the Holy Ka’ba, the whole time.

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